For years, I had questioned the origins of free will before I ever heard of Sam Harris and his research in neuroscience.
Even in grade school, attending inner city parochial school, being on the playground and seeing hoboes in the area, ravaging through the dumpster, etc … I wondered why/how they ended up this way ?? I knew they probably were not happy. Also, I wondered why some people were kind and others were evil ?? As I moved along, these kind of thoughts never went away, but I had no conclusion for the longest while. Eventually, I realized that I didn’t really know why I never ended up that way. What is the real difference the guys sleeping on the sidewalks of NYC and me, as I travelled to NYC frequently for work ?? At stop signs and street-corners, what is the reason that guy is holding a cardboard sign and I’m sitting in an air-conditioned car waiting to move ?? I asked myself these very questions, realizing that I could’ve been them and they could’ve been me. Honest reflection led me to conclude that I essentially became me out of pure luck and randomness. I was me, not because I made a conscious choice to be me. Only in recent years, through YouTube surfing, did I learn of Sam Harris, the neuroscientist, and his position on free will. It resonated with me and confirmed my thinking. I try, not always successfully, to keep this in mind with everyone I encounter … especially negative or mean folks. I try hard to be “chill” at all times …
I have the illusion of free will … that is my conclusion. I feel certain of it.
In the bustle of our daily lives, many of our choices are made without any conscious thought.
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