Sorry for your lossesIn my circle I know more that have had a bad reaction to the shot than had og or delta covid.
No bad reactions were reported.
I know two that died with covid and two that died of a severe stroke within a month of being boosted. They had heart racing issues within one day. It does not say they died of vax issues.
If the CDC says it's only a handful, I guess you have critically thought this through.