It's not just true of you, but of all of you. If it contradicts your narrative, then it must be a lie from a pro_russia person. Which is nonsense (there's a 3rd option, ya know, being pro/anti neither, being pro PEACE), but You'll never apply that same presumption introspectively.
So as not to make it personal, ook at the "new" guy here who promotes the institute of the study of war (as if people here in this thread aren't aware of them) as a great place to go to understand the war. Of course they are going to tell you the war needs to continue;they are literally funding by the people who are profiting from it . You are in all actuality just being propagandized; you read all these thinktank articles explaining the world to you as if it's information, but they are all funded by the likes of Raytheon. You are literally being marketed to. Not only is he the president of hairclub for men, he's a client too!
Your actual understanding of this war, why it's being waged and why, how easily indeed it could've been and it should've been prevented, is zero... less than zero even.