....this is my first sweet 16 in a LONG TIME."
Went to my first meeting last night when I realized I slipped off the wagon yesterday. I don't know how many of you feel the same way, but I really needed it. I was once addicted to UK basketball. Never missed a game. Never missed a moment.
I lost jobs. I refused to work shifts during games. I enjoyed our SEC Tournament dominance. I was... a fan.
Then for the past 9 years, I finally came to grips with my addiction. We had a coach that made me realize there was more to life without UK basketball. I spent time with family, friends, and never worried about organizing travel to tournaments and road games. Even home games were no guarantee of enjoyment. Life was OK.
Now and for about the past 5 months, I can feel myself slipping back into old habits. Enjoying games. Really bonding with the team and respecting the coach... I actually thoroughly enjoyed the first weekend of the tournament again... and I'm scared.
What if we win one of these things? What's going to happen to me and my family? How will we deal with the joy and excitement we've experienced this weekend but multiplied times 9?
I don't have all the answers, but I appreciate yall listening and being here for me. I'll just take it one game at a time, and focus on the moment. Thank you, everyone.
Went to my first meeting last night when I realized I slipped off the wagon yesterday. I don't know how many of you feel the same way, but I really needed it. I was once addicted to UK basketball. Never missed a game. Never missed a moment.
I lost jobs. I refused to work shifts during games. I enjoyed our SEC Tournament dominance. I was... a fan.
Then for the past 9 years, I finally came to grips with my addiction. We had a coach that made me realize there was more to life without UK basketball. I spent time with family, friends, and never worried about organizing travel to tournaments and road games. Even home games were no guarantee of enjoyment. Life was OK.
Now and for about the past 5 months, I can feel myself slipping back into old habits. Enjoying games. Really bonding with the team and respecting the coach... I actually thoroughly enjoyed the first weekend of the tournament again... and I'm scared.
What if we win one of these things? What's going to happen to me and my family? How will we deal with the joy and excitement we've experienced this weekend but multiplied times 9?
I don't have all the answers, but I appreciate yall listening and being here for me. I'll just take it one game at a time, and focus on the moment. Thank you, everyone.